Perry's Prose

straightasfuck @ 2006-01-23T23:51:00

2006-01-24T05:51:03Z

Pap is so lazy and gay!!!!

straightasfuck @ 2004-11-19T23:11:00

2004-11-20T05:12:42Z

fuck i miss BOB

perfect vacation

2004-08-25T06:42:53Z

I'm back...back from the "perfect" vacation...the world was more beautiful than I thought...I got to see many things, many people, and many places...but everywhere I went...I was still thinking about her...the one...who I haven't seen in awhile...the one...who always occupied my minds and my heart...i saw the high mountains...i saw the wild lives...i saw the shooting stars...i saw the northern lights...i saw the things that i've ever seen before...i walked...i ran...i hiked...i climbed...i sailed...i fell...i laughed...i smiled...i stumbled to reach the top of the world and to the place that no one had been there before...i climbed the high mountains that i ever thought i could do...and while i was standing there...where i didn't hear a sound of anything except the winds blow...i came to the point...where i have found peace in life...i was sitting there...stared at the creations of God...gorgeous scenery of the world...where no words could described...and there was YOU...with all the dangers that i've been through...and all the moments of life...my life...you were there...you were there with me the whole time...I LOVE YOU, LAUREN...

straightasfuck @ 2004-08-08T03:51:00

2004-08-08T08:52:00Z

***************DRUNK***********************

straightasfuck @ 2004-08-03T22:25:00

2004-08-04T03:26:19Z

"so so HORNY today"

straightasfuck @ 2004-08-02T22:38:00

2004-08-03T03:40:30Z

The Soundtrack to Your Life Survey

Make a soundtrack for your life, matching songs with the following:

Opening song: Frank Sinatra – Come fly with me

Waking up: Butch Walker - Mixtape

First date: O.A.R. – Hey girl!

First kiss: Dave Matthews Band – #41

Falling in love: Joseph Arthur – Honey & the moon

Seeing an old love: Jason Mraz – You and I both

Heartbreak: Howie Day - Collide

Driving fast: Hello Dave – Mountain

Getting ready to go out: N.E.R.D. – Things are getting better

Partying with friends: Jimmy Buffett – Margaritaville

Dancing at a club: Kelis - Milkshake

Flirting: Dave Matthews Band - Crush

Feeling sexy: Third Eye Blind – Forget myself

Walking alone in the rain: Swirl 360 - Okay

Missing someone: Unwritten Law – The rest of my life

Playing in the ocean: Hello Dave - Biminy

Summer vacation: Frank Sinatra – Summer Wind

Fighting with someone: Third Eye Blind - Graduate

Acting goofy with friends: Sugarbomb – Hello (>>>my favorite)

Thinking back: Oasis – Don’t look back in anger

Feeling depressed: 3 Doors Down – Be like that

Christmas time: Kenny G. – Christmas Collection (jk)

Falling asleep: Vivaldi – 4 seasons

Closing song: Billy Joel – Piano man

http://www.blogthings.com/soundtracksurvey.html

5635052741

2004-07-28T04:03:51Z

my friends and i went up to Wisconsin Dells, WI for the weekend. it was a great time. we drank like the end of the world. had a blast! the pictures for this trip will coming up soon. there are lots of nudity!!! so be patience...out!

finally back!!!

2004-07-12T07:28:37Z

God! it's been awhile...and now i'm back. there are several reasons why i didnt update. first, my computer was screwed up, got so many viruses. second, i got school which i didnt really have time to do anything else. well, but now im back so...it's all good!
so, i just got done with my summer class...lemme tell you about my class, Microbiologo II. god! i thought i failed that class. it was a 5 weeks course, honestly, it was pretty fucking to cover all that shit in 5 weeks. so we had 5 tests totally, it was like we got test everyweek. anyway, my first test, i did pretty well i got 88%. so, the second test, i got 48%, and i thought that was bad. my third test, i scored 38%; which by the way, i didnt really fucking study for that test. by far it got 58% in class, and i needed 65% to pass. well, my fourth test, which i studied for it all night, but i ended up brought home like 55%. at that time i thought there's no fucking way that im gonna pass that class. i went to talk to the professor, which he stated that the lab report could also helps me, but the most important is i have to good, at least a B for the last test, in order to pass that class. the lab report that i mentioned earlier, its pretty damn important for this class, because it was worth like 20% of the total grade. the report was due on the same day as the 5th test, which i didnt really start to do it. 2 days before the due date, i went to talk to my professor again and asked him to move the due date from thursday to following monday, somehow, he said yes. but he'd like to have it by Monday. so now, at least i got to study for the last test without any fears about the lab reports. the test day, it was pretty easy by the way (maybe, it was because i actually studied for it). but yet! i had no idea how i did. the weekend comes, my friend called me up and asked me to go to chicago with him for the 4th of July weekend. first, i refused i told him that i got a report to do. so my friend ended up not going to chicago, he claimed that was because of me, which i think it was absolutely bullshit! so make a long story short, i kept telling myself to do the report, i didnt start to work on my report till sunday night, i was working on till 4am, then i realized it was pretty fucking complicate than i thought it would be. so i gave up then! i told myself i'll get up in the morning to finish it. so my door bell rang, it was my neighbor, Doug, and he wanted to go out on the river. first, i refused i told him that i got to finish my report and turned in today which i supposed to turn it in last thursday. Doug laughs, he said how are you gonna get in the school? i was confused when he said that. then he said today is a holiday, and school is closed. first, i thought he was just kidding then i called school and it was closed. then Doug looked at me then he said "How about the boat, now???" i chuckled and asked him "Are the beers cold?" "Hell, yes!" he responded, "Then I'm game!" i said. so, i went out on the boat with Doug and his friends. it was a fun day, i was so drunk. i didnt even realize about the report that im not even a half to be done. we didnt get home until 10pm, we went straight right to bed, i set the alarm for 730am, which i actually got up at 1020am. but i actually got it done, eventhough, i turned it about 4pm that day. But i wrote a lil' note for my professor, told him that i got stuck in Michigan. after that, i thought there's no way im passing that class. until yesterday, my buddy, Dave called me up and told me. first, i didnt really believe him until i checked my grade online and YES I GOT A "C", and I passed. Lucky me, God was on my side, and the force was strong for that one......IM OUT!

MIXTAPE

2004-06-03T04:13:10Z

I got a good friend of mine from school said, "Dude, if you wanna get laid you'd better make some good mixtapes..." so I did.

"You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart, and I dont know
But you gave me the best mixtape I have...."

straightasfuck @ 2004-06-01T23:25:00

2004-06-02T05:14:40Z

Saturday:
After the rough rough nite. i finally got something going after all the guests left. i went to the gym for awhile it was my cardio day, i ran for 4 miles, which it was rough for me. Justin and Ryan got something to at the fraternity house today and they supposed to be there all night, which left me hangin' like a dingbag. Kevin went home for a day to see his parents. after i came home from the gym, i thought to myself its suck all my boys arent here. i thought it would nice so i could have time to study. plus, i didnt really have any plans to go out anyway. we got big tornados coming our way. somehow, i had a thought for one, special person. it was my friend, Anne Morgan. i fugured it would nice to catch up where we left off. plus, i really wanted to hear about her trip to Spain and France. so i called her. but first i came up with the reason, which i spoiled her. i told her that im making some Thai food. first, she refused but that was because of the reason that she didnt want to drive in the strom. which it was reasonable. but somehow i talked her into it, and i was a man enough to offered to go pick her up. so i went to picked her up at her apartment. god! she looked amazing! Anne is so pretty enough that she doesnt really any makeups and stuff. she was in her pink palmer hooded-sweater, which i bought her for christmas, which made her look very cute. i always telling Anne how pretty she is, she always laugh at me...but i could tell that she is a shy girl. so, that night, i made Pad-Thai chicken (Anne's favorite), Tom Yum Chicken (Of course!), and Bangkok chicken (It was my first time, but it turned out good, thanks god!). Anne didnt eat much that night, i kept teasing her that, this is not a date so you dont have to be scare to eat, i knew i made her laughs. But the real reason was Anne is scared of the thunderstorms, which i think it's kinda sexy in the way. after the dinner, we had a few wines, we started of with chopala (white) then we switched to Chateau de Rothschild (red). so in the mean time, Anne and I were in the mood of movie, so we watched "Serendipity" which Anne hasnt seen. but she ended up liking it. so, i told her enough for the movie, because i was in the mood of talking. so, i dimmed down the light, put on some Frank Sinatra, and Dean Martin, and i also lighted up some candles to refresh the place up. Anne told me the stories about her Europe trip. by the way, she bought me a bottle of wine in France and the postcards from all the place she has been, my favorite is a postcard from Barcelona. so, the storms seemed to pass through, so i thought it would be a great idea just to go out on the porch to talk and watched the moon. sky was cleared, which amazingly surprised me, but at least the moon came out to say hello to us. i brought out a bottle of red wine, blanket, and a candle. we talked, and i had a blast. everytime when i looked in her eyes, i said to myself, i really want to married this girl. she is so cool, smart, awesome personality, amazing looking with beautiful blue eyes, beautiful long hair, and she has a cute southern accent. god, i love her! but im scared to tell her that. because i dont wanna fuck it up, i want to see her every day. anyway, we stayed up talking till 3am, i finally asked her to spend the night here, and she said yes. i told her that she can sleep in my bed and ill sleep on the couch. she looked at me kinda weird. but i figured out the women always want the same thing as the men. they love to sleep next to someone, perhaps caddling involved. so, i was laying next to Anne. at that moment, i couldnt stop my feeling toward her. but nothing happened anyway, we were just kissing thats it. that was good enough for me. thats all i need. sex is out of the question! dont give me wrong it's not like i dont want to do it. but i know that wasnt the right time. i really love Anne, and i wont fuck it up. i dont want to think about the next day after sex because it could change our friendships. i like Anne the way she is. I like to have someone that i can talk to. that was the best night i have had so far. by far it was better than so other night with sex involved. because i know that moment was real. because i feel it. fuck one night stand!

straightasfuck @ 2004-06-01T16:16:00

2004-06-01T21:50:13Z

what an awesome weekend! 4 days weekend my original plan was to study for my Microbio test on today (monday). but no it didnt happen till 11pm lastnight. but now i wont regret because it all finished, done! i think i did pretty well on it. it wasnt hard as i thought it would be. hopefull i will an A...anyway there are so many reason i didnt study for the test. because there are so many things in front of me that wanted to have fun with. start off Friday...what a beautiful day that day! i went to the gym in the morning...then in the afternoon Kevin showed up with a 12 pack of Coronas. thats when i knew the party is about to begin. Coronas went down real fast. we were sitting at the porch enjoyed some sunshine, we also tuned up some Jimmy Buffett. i was jammin' strummin' guitar like a lil' outdoor concert. it was a blast! after the first 12 of Coronas said Sayonara to us. somehow, the second wind came. Doug, a guy who lives next door to us, he just moved in, he is a rich 39 year old man, who just got divorce. anyhow, like Doug knew whats going down, He pulled in the parkin' lot then we saw he got some boozes, so we asked him to join us. and he gamed! Doug brought us some margaritas, and some pina colada. now, everything was in the right move. then it was Kevin's idea, which it wasnt a bad idea. he said "now, we already finished Coronas, and we are workin' on Margarita...so it's time for some senoritas, Bro!" then we were like "Amen, brother!" We tried ours magic to get some ladies over here to enjoy a beautiful sunny with us, but it was like they knew. none of us could get any ladies over here. Now! Doug the man came to the rescue, Doug (39 y.o) got a girlfriend, who 24 (y.o) and happened to have some young friend the same age as her. now, it's on! so i went to store to get some food, i picked packs of ground beef, some buns, last but not least more Boozes, Coronas are back in da game! when i got there, the ladies already showed up. 4 of them included Doug's girl. God! those girls are like the girls in the Maxim, or FHM magazines. They were all hott! I could see Kevin's reactions, Kevin threw some moves on them like no others...I was happy for him. well, every reactions create the actions. i was surprised that i didnt feel drunk at all. I guess i wasnt in the mood for drunk. i was in the mood of laying back and enjoy the day. we were chillin' till 10 pm. Kevin is type of a guy, who's never stop having fun, but the best thing is he wants us (people around him) to have fun with him. his theory is "Leave no man behind", it's like if he is going to get laid he wants all his friends to get laid as well, (not the same girl he is banging.) so we went to a martini bar called "FIVE" it happened to be a salsa night that night. i was D.D. that night, which i didnt give a shit for driving a caddie Escalade. God It was like a superstar that night, that car brought me up so high. anyway, make a long story short. we chillin' till 2am, then we came back to my place again Justin and I slept on the couch and let the ladies crashed in ours beds.
so that was FRIDAY.

Finally!

2004-05-28T05:12:16Z

how can I begin about this journal? today is one of the best day in my life. it's like one of those days...when I was trying to figure out those things in my mind and now those things are about to be in the right track. no joke! got up today at 630am, when to school! 4 more weeks left, and there are 2 things that I kept telling myself; 1. NO SKIPPING 2. NO MORE DRAMA...i stayed in school all day today. now after school, this is like the highlight of my day, Justin, Kevin, and I went to get our boat today. that's right! our 19' speed boat. after we purchased $4000 for a boat which it went 3 ways. We decided to take it for sail in the Old Man river "Mississippi River." it was a beautiful day, perfect day for outdoor activity. God! it was so cool to be out riding a boat...we took it for a ride for like 3 hours, then we brought it back to ours place. Now, we have a boat for this summer!!!
we came home, i made a really good meal today. It was a gorgeous night, so we grilled some stakes...dinner was exellent!
I talked to Rachel tonight. it was a blessed! i got a chance to explained to her what the hell happened that night. well! hopefully we could trust me again. eventhough, i promised her that was the last time. but for those of you who know me well...my promises are unlike others...i strongly keep mine eternity. we also talked about tea. she knows lots about cool eastern stuff, that i would like to know. hopefully, she would be kind enough to keep me to be her silly friend...God blesses you, Rachel!

straightasfuck @ 2004-05-24T13:55:00

2004-05-24T18:57:49Z

Lesson #2

"Let's stop being perfect! Let's the ships fall where they may"

straightasfuck @ 2004-05-21T01:06:00

2004-05-21T06:08:58Z

LESSON From Robert "Straight As Fuck" Weaver

"we should all make mix cd's of music we have laying around our rooms, and not hand them to friends, girlfriends, boyfriends and the like, but leave them in restraunts, on buses, give them to strangers and maybe we can show people some of the other bands that are out there and just maybe we can be rid of Britney and the like."

straightasfuck @ 2004-05-16T22:40:00

2004-05-17T03:42:44Z

God! i feel like the biggest idiot in the world...im hating myself rightnow...from now on "when i go out...i wont be a phone with me"

straightasfuck @ 2004-05-07T22:23:00

2004-05-08T07:28:25Z

drunk again...this summer is on!!! fuck thailand...im not gonna be there...drunk lastnight and im drunk tonight...watched "the last samuria" i absolutely loved it...i wish i could be a samurai (to serve)...sorry dont know what to write

straightasfuck @ 2004-05-03T15:48:00

2004-05-03T20:51:27Z

god! there is a girl, that i really wanted to talk to her so badly. but somehow, i cant. she is a good looking girl, full with talents. especially, her writting. i really like her styles...i wish i could meet her, and talk to you in person. wish my dream comes true.

"i fall in love with a girl at the rock show"

2004-04-30T17:26:43Z

my first O.A.R. "Of A Revolution". it was awesome, and now it's like one of my favorite concert by far. Great time! the best song was "Hey Girl!", somehow, somewhat, i met up with one girl, her name was Emily. she is from chicago, and it was her first OAR concert as well. but had such a great time. we danced, and screamed at each other's ears. afterward, we went to the bar next door...everything was great and cool! nothing farther, no sex, just kisses...by the way, she has a boyfriend!................

straightasfuck @ 2004-04-28T14:07:00

2004-04-28T20:29:49Z

"I want to go back to the island,
Where the shrimp boats tie up to the pilin'.
Give me oysters and beer for dinner ev'ry day of the year,
And I'll feel fine, I'll feel fine.

'Cause I want to be there,
I want to go back down and lie beside the sea there.
With a tin cup for a chalice
Fill it up with good red wine,
And I'm-a chewin' on a honeysuckle vine.

Yeah, now the sun goes slidin' 'cross the water;
Sailboats, they go searchin' for the breeze.
Salt air it ain't thin,
It can stick right to your skin,
And make you feel fine.
It makes you feel fine."

~Jimmy Buffett: Tin Cup Chalice~

...lately, i have been pondering about that place...and i wish to go back there one day...Key West, Florida, that is. there are times in my boring life, i wish i could be like Jimmy Buffett. besides being my idol, a good writers, a good singer, and a guy who loves beaches. this guy has a passion that brings the people who in love with his music to join together in peace. he is a hippie, or a drug dealer, a guy who passionates about an ordinary life under the palm tree...

~i could say that i'm not much of a big city kinda guy. i was born in Bangkok, the busiest city in Thailand. since my family moved out of the town, because of my father's job. since than, i have been in love with a smaller town. but not too long my parents decided to send me to USA, when i was 12. i lived with my aunt in Las Vegas for 6 months. the i moved to Michigan, which i absolutely love that place. besides it's so goddamn cold in the winter, but autumn in michigan, will definately take your breaths away. 7 years later, im finding myself in the corn state, the unwanted state in the US. iowa, that is! now, im attending at Palmer College of Chiropractic, which is the only reason i came here. most of my friends, absolutely hate Davenport, Iowa. but i love it! a small town, where i belong!!! "i wasnt born in the small town, but id rather die in the small town."~

i want to see the world, who wanna come with me?

Thanks for readin'
May Peace be with you!

~Perr Bear~

straightasfuck @ 2004-04-27T00:48:00

2004-04-27T05:49:28Z

"what are we then? we are consumers... we are byproducts of the lifestyle obsession. murder, crime, poverty - these things don't concern me. what concerns me are celebrity magazines, television with five hundred channels, some guys name on my underwear, rogaine, viagra, olestra... so fuck off with your sofa units, and string green stripe paterns. i say never be complete. i say stop being perfect. i say lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may."

any questions IM me
AOL: PerrySAF

same shits different day...

2004-04-27T04:16:25Z

god! im so frustrated by the fact that the price of an airplane ticket to Thailand it kept increasing. seriously, what is the deal? my plane is to go home to Thailand to visit my parents, family and friend (Nick, Pap, Nan, and Gob) this christmas. after a year of a chiropractic student, i'd like to find sometime laying on the white sandy beach and sippin' a margarita or some exotic cocktails. some of you might think that i could also do those things down in Florida instead of flying my ass on the plane for 23 hours. well, it's true! but the thing is i have been to Florida so many times. but i've never had a chance to go to the beaches in Thailand. i have told so many of my friends about how beautiful the thai beaches are...but the truth is i dont really know. many of my friends from Palmer College wanna go to Thailand. but i'd love to take them there one day. my dream is to get together with a group of friends, and take a trip to Thailand. but anyhow, this year is on! it's on like a donkey kong! Thailand I will see you soon. doesnt matter how many connection flights im going to make, and doesnt matter whether i have to fly "China Air" or "Korean Air." ~Pap have already promised me that she will take me to eat an indian food (the fuck is the name of that food???); Nick told me that he will show me the good time in Bangkok, night life, and some ladies, but as long as i bring him some American beers (sucker!); and Nan wants to take me to Phuket. now, there are so many voices calling me to be there. who wanna go with me???

~Today was a great day...nothing much just boring classes and a glass of beer for brunch. the was pretty the highlight of my morning session. this morning was like hell to me, i wish i could still remember. my day wasnt really click in untill a glass of beer for lunch as i was saying earlier. after that it seemed like the clock is going faster. 3:30pm, glad it was over...about to pulled outta parking lot, Tomo (a japanese friend of mine) came up to my car, and asked me to go play golf with him. i refused at first, which i felt really bad. but then i was going for an excuses to pull me out of there. well, i looked up in sky, then i told him, "god! Tomo, it's so friggin windy out, and i always play like shit." then he was like "i see". then the spot light just hit me, and i asked him instead of golf, perhaps we could go play tennis. so make a story short, we went to play tennis. and i beated him today. after that, we went back to his place, because Tomo wanted to copy my cd's (howie day, and O.A.R.). so came home, and i cooked an awesome fish for dinner (mahee mahee). ............it's late gotta hit the hay!

thanks for readin'
peace!

GO KOP~~

2004-04-26T01:28:40Z

how many people heard the good news??? i guess, this is like my highlight of my week. that is Liverpool won!!! thats right! my forever beloved sport team of my life. for those of you who doesnt know, what im talking about. the fact that we beated Manchester Utd. bollocks! we won this battle of reds, which took place in Old Trafford (the home of Manchester Utd). i love and adore Liverpool for my whole life. i remembered watch a game with my dad back in Thailand when i was like 4 y.o. that was the first game ever. back when 1986 when Liverpool was dominated the whole Europe continental with their powerful strikers, unbreakable midfielders, and with obdurated defenders. so, im gonna make it short...i love Liverpool forever, and im glad to be a part of "you'll never walk alone."

last night (Saturday night), my buddies, justin, kevin, and i went to concert in rock island, illnois. the band called "hello dave" was performed @ RIBCO. it was a great time. and i was glad to be there. we boozed up with beers and listened to theirs performance. this band is a small band from my hometown "michigan." the music is kinda like dave matthews/country...lots of jammin', which was good. so we got pretty drunk! but fuck it! it was a good time. we came home and made some foods.

today: it was like hell to me, after lastnight. my head went blank, and the hungover followed within as well. so i chilled at home, and watched the movie "Snatch." but this thursday is on like DONKEY KONG! O.A.R. is comin' to town and guess what? im gonna be there!

have a good week!
thanks for readin'!
peace!

straightasfuck @ 2004-04-12T12:44:00

2004-04-13T05:54:10Z

start the day, with a beautiful phone call from Donny. Donny was wondering if i want to the gym with him. somehow i couldnt manage myself, to get up and go. i had to run to go to my classes going, somehow i couldnt get some of classes, which pissed me right off. so i went! so Donny wanted me to adjust him, somehow he fucked himself up while he was lifting. anyway, he came over, and i adjusted him. anyway, so i went back to big D's house, we played video game...it was fun! then i came home....

by the way, Pap said that IM SO FUCKING FAT!!!!!!!!!

straightasfuck @ 2004-04-08T13:16:00

2004-04-09T18:30:26Z

i dont know where to begin. it was a long day for me. i had a hug test on spinal anatomy, and i think i did ok. all day i have been thinkin about one girl, sarah. a girl that i havent seen and talk in a long time, but yet, she is the one, who occupied my mind and my heart in the past weeks. maybe, im too crazy. i need a break. i just want to get away somewhere. where no ones would find me like some friends, and family. i'd thought that i lived far enough that where my family would interferred with my life. but yet i was wrong. seemed like every steps im takin they the one wanna be a part of it. i have no problem whatsoever if they wanna be part of it, as long as they dont step in my way. but lately it seems to be like that. which pissed the fuck outta me. i believe in freedom. and i also believe in the second chances. seriously, sarah! how about that second chances?
that night, myfriends and i hit the club5, in rock lsland, illinois. it was a best ive seen so far. i thought i was in NYC as soon as i stepped in the door. it's kinda like a martini's bar which got a dance floor, where all the beautiful girls are gathered around and shakin things. the whole night, i decided to stick with gin and tonic, which by now, i would prefer that over scotch. the night was young but i was so drunk! i couldnt remember the thing, but who gives a shit right?
it was a fun night!!! and glad to be out!!!

straightasfuck @ 2004-04-03T23:00:00

2004-04-04T05:07:01Z

what a beautiful day we had today! somehow i couldnt manage myself to get up early. but what can i say i was up way too late lastnight. got my ass kick by a chic from canada. but when i finally got up the bed, i was starting to refocus on things which id supposed to do. well, i had a lunch, and i went to play tennis. god! it was a long game. i loss 6-3, 4-6, 0-6...by the end i was so fuckin tired. came home with the soreness, and i have to go back tomorrow to play more. anyhow, i also have a soccer game tomorrow, in the morning as well. gotta get some shut eyes.

~peace~